I know I’ve mentioned this before but, about six months ago I was supposed to up my meds. I don’t want to be on my medication at all anymore, so I didn’t get the higher dose. I’m still on my medication, but the dose I’m on doesn’t really do anything for me anymore except help me sleep at night.
Thanks to my medication, I’ve spent the last two years almost completely numb, and in that numbness I found happiness, but it’s not real. Wonderland is gone.
My sister was in a play, not Wicked, that used popular songs from musicals, and her and another girl sang this song… At the end of the song, my sister was supposed to gently shove the other girl, and well, she accidentally pushed her WAY too hard. Now, every time I hear this song, I just picture this girl flying across the room, and I feel bad for laughing so hard.